From: "Gary Drennan" <gary.drennan@lmco.com> Newsgroups: talk.bizarre Subject: FTSD ShortStory: Jesse Date: Tue, 1 Dec 1998 07:28:44 -0500 Organization: Lockheed Martin Corporation Lines: 63 Message-ID: <740naj$9f4@svlss.lmms.lmco.com> X-Newsreader: Microsoft Outlook Express 4.72.2106.4 X-MimeOLE: Produced By Microsoft MimeOLE V4.72.2106.4 Jesse Two women sit and talk on the veranda while looking down on the courtyard. Under a Tamarisk tree plays a young boy. He is intent in his task and holds his toy up to the sun and examines it minutely. The older woman continues, “But he plays so well alone. Why doesn’t he play with other children?” “Children! We can’t even let him play with the animals. See how the old bitch watches him?” An old black dog lay by her food bowl. “We let him play with her puppies until I caught him. He would hold their little muzzles closed then try to revive them. If it worked he’d try again.” She continued rocking. “And so what does he play with now?” “Well, we got him a Lego set; it keeps his interest longer than anything else. Besides, the pieces come apart if he uses anything he makes on us. Usually he just makes crosses.” “My God, Melissa! I had no idea it had gotten this bad. How do you cope?” “It is by the grace of God that I even have my sanity, Tia. Roberto and I fear having another child. It even keeps us from being intimate as often as we’d like.” “Have you considered making Jesse a ward of the state? You’re still a young woman, Missy, you must try again for a normal child.” “The church counsels us to be patient and to pray. Young Father Damione once spoke to us about putting him down. He thought he could get it approved. Roberto was against it. Says we just missed having a genius.” Tia looked down and saw the boy staring up at them. “Can he hear us, Melissa?” she asked and grabbed her hands in fear. Jesse went back to admiring his cross. “No Tia. He just does that at times. I’m not sure he understands speech at all. He knows feelings and I think he reads a person’s eyes. Here, I’ll show you.” “Jesse! Jesse come here.” She didn’t call loudly yet the boy turned and looked at her. With a simple hand motion she got the point across and the boy came running. The old dog bristled and growled as he passed. “You remember your Great Aunt Maria?” Jesse didn’t respond, he just stared at his mother. “Go feed Tobie, Jesse.” He turned and ran back into the courtyard. “See? He really can’t communicate verbally but still he understands.” Jesse went to the feed bin and carefully measured a can of dry dogfood. Holding it out in front of him he approached the dog’s bowl. Tobie stood and backed away from the child, growling lowly as she did. The boy bent over and poured the can’s contents into the dog’s bowl. He sat the can down and walked a couple steps toward the growling dog. He held his hand up and made a pinching motion. That’s when Tobie leaped. She went for the throat. Jesse never had a chance to flinch; she was on him that quick. As soon as she touched ground she squared her stance and shook him like a rag doll. Both women were already up and running to Jesse. His mother grabbed a broom brought it down hard on the dog’s haunches. Tobie yelped, dropped Jesse and ran out the gate. Melissa rolled Jesse over and wiped the dirt from his face. He locked eyes with her and she felt his dying thought. She brushed back a tear, held his limp body close and whispered, “No mijo, I didn’t wish for this.” …---... garyd (lost his .sig in a poker game)